Month: April 2012

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when I met X, and learned that she shared my interest in spirituality and new age, believe that I am 'supposed to be in a relationship' with her, because, up until that point I had not met anyone who shared my interest in spirituality … Continue reading Day 7: Relationship Failures: But we were both so Spiritual!

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that, I cannot expect humanity to just 'evolve' and 'eventually change' - because within this I am accepting humanity as it is right now, and not taking responsibility to change myself - the example I will leave for this world is that of accepting … Continue reading Day 6: Relationship with Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow myself to keep neglecting to prioritize my day at the beginning of the day, so I can establish the practical direction I must give to how I walk my day, thus continually timelooping on the point of going into a moment of blame … Continue reading Day 5: Prioritization and Discipline in Walking my Day

Participation Re-defined as a Living WordArtwork by Matti FreemanI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about other things I'd rather be doing whenever I sit down to write a blog or work on a project or assignment within which I still am pushing myself through resistance that comes up - … Continue reading Day 4 – Living the Choice of What I Truly Want

As I walk my days here on the farm, working with a group of people who are also walking their processes, working together to get all the work done that is required to ensure farm life flows smoothly and effectively for all, I have certain responsibilities and duties that I perform every day, because it … Continue reading Day 3 – Ego of wanting to Receive but not Give Support

In the Russian news, a man who got angry in reaction to the service of salespeople in a car showroom, got into his car and drove it into the showroom, hitting multiple cars. He was complete 'sober'.Now, most of us will never in our lives get to the point of such an extreme act of … Continue reading Day 2. Being Self Honest about Emotional Possession

Today I watched an episode of Stargate Atlantis. In the episode, one of the characters gets trapped in a small spaceship underwater, and has limited time in which he can be rescued.A little while into his ordeal, he starts hallucinating that a colleague of his is down there with him, and this colleague starts giving … Continue reading Day 1. Self Forgiveness on Accepting a Subconscious and Unconscious Mind