Month: June 2012

Thus far I've walked through my experiences with seeing a UFO, experiencing myself having a 'spiritual awakening', aligning my lifestyle with a 'zen environment', and 'communicating' with 'motherships' in meditation / prayer.At this stage I was quite solidified in my perception that there existed a 'non physical' reality, which within my mind I saw as … Continue reading Day 44: Deconstructing my Astral Projection Experience

So here I'm continuing the walking of all my 'spiritual experiences'. Thus far I've walked through my experience of seeing a blue light / ufo leading up to my 'spiritual awakening' experience, along with my experience with 'zen / spiritual' environments that I used to solidify my idea of myself as an 'ascending being' here … Continue reading Day 43: Deconstructing my Mothership Contact Experience

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow myself to exist in relationship to what is here as the physical through and as an emotional / energetic experience of angerI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define who I am as an emotional energetic experience of anger, … Continue reading Day 42: Transcending Anger with Physical Breathing

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that, the reason I experienced the clutter, disorganized shelves and closets, and piles of clothes in my room as being of a 'lower vibration' that was 'making me feel frustrated and depressed', was because I had accepted and allowed myself to participate … Continue reading Day 41: Deconstructing my Zen Lifestyle Part 2

In my previous post I described how, in my experience of 'spiritual awakening', I started to see the world, see existence, and see myself in relation to the world and existence, in terms of there being a 'higher reality' which is heaven / non physical dimensions / realities, and a 'lower reality', which is the … Continue reading Day 40: Deconstructing my Zen Lifestyle Part 1

Many may wonder what exactly a 'spiritual awakening' is. Well, lucky for you I have first hand experience.  My 'awakening' had its beginnings in my earlier years in school, where I developed emotional patterns of anger, frustration, depression, confusion, as reactions to situations I had difficulty understanding - bullies, rules, restrictions, not fitting in with … Continue reading Day 39: Deconstructing my Spiritual Awakening

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when I was feeling energy between my hands, I was feeling it through and with my physical body's senses - which are based on a physical design -- and thus, I was not in contact with a 'higher reality' than the … Continue reading Day 38: Energy as an experience of freedom and power

So here I'm deconstructing another dimension of my experience with seeing the 'blue light' flashing across the sky.In the previous post I uncovered how even before I saw the blue light, I had already spent hours programming myself with an experience of fascination, wonder, awe, excitement as I read stories about UFOs and unexplained phenomena … Continue reading Day 37: I don’t fit in, am I an Alien?

I'll now be walking through all of the Spiritual experiences I've had in my life, which also includes UFO experiences, having a look at how I actually experienced myself within each Spiritual experience. With each Spiritual experience I will, through the writing of Self Forgiveness in Self Honesty, take Self Responsibility to uncover how I … Continue reading Day 36: Deconstructing My UFO Experience

"Identification with your mind creates an opaque screen of concepts, labels, images, words, judgments, and definitions that blocks all true relationship. It comes between you and yourself, between you and your fellow man and woman, between you and nature, between you and God. It is this screen of thought that creates the illusion of separateness, … Continue reading Day 35: The Experience of Connectedness