Day 158: Self as Opinionated Energy vs. Self as Physical Life – Part 1

Greetings and Namaste Dear Ones! You all know me as Matti, the author of this 'Destonian' Blog. But, something unexpected has happened. Something very special. I will begin by addressing the Lightworkers, Starseeds, and Ascending Beings of Earth, in telling you that, on Wednesday, 12.12.12 -- something momentous definitely DID happen. I know this because … Continue reading Day 158: Self as Opinionated Energy vs. Self as Physical Life – Part 1

Day 43: Deconstructing my Mothership Contact Experience

So here I'm continuing the walking of all my 'spiritual experiences'. Thus far I've walked through my experience of seeing a blue light / ufo leading up to my 'spiritual awakening' experience, along with my experience with 'zen / spiritual' environments that I used to solidify my idea of myself as an 'ascending being' here … Continue reading Day 43: Deconstructing my Mothership Contact Experience

Day 36: Deconstructing My UFO Experience

I'll now be walking through all of the Spiritual experiences I've had in my life, which also includes UFO experiences, having a look at how I actually experienced myself within each Spiritual experience. With each Spiritual experience I will, through the writing of Self Forgiveness in Self Honesty, take Self Responsibility to uncover how I … Continue reading Day 36: Deconstructing My UFO Experience

2012 – Free yourself from the Matrix with Writing

One of the primary tools I've used in changing myself is writing. When I started applying the Desteni message, which is that of breathing, self honesty, writing, self forgiveness, what discovered I can actually, in fact understand how my mind works, where my thoughts are coming from, how I am creating my feelings and emotions. … Continue reading 2012 – Free yourself from the Matrix with Writing

2012 – The Religion of Self in Spirituality Part 1

In 2012, when I ascend into a higher vibrational existence, how will I participate in existence? How will I participate in relation to Earth, and all the beings on Earth? Will I be off in a beautiful, colorful, glowing reality, filled with a constant experience of bliss, within which I no longer see what is … Continue reading 2012 – The Religion of Self in Spirituality Part 1