Day 270: How I’ve changed since I redefined the word Daring

In this post I'm sharing what I've experienced and how I've changed since I redefined the word 'Daring' for myself. For context, read the following blogs:Day 252: Living Words: Daringhttp://www.matterfreeman.com/2014/04/day-252-he-who-dares-lives.htmlDay 253: How I Realized I am not Limited to What I Prefer Doinghttp://www.matterfreeman.com/2014/04/day-253-how-i-realized-i-am-not-limited.htmlDay 254: Letting go of Past Failures and Daring to Livehttp://www.matterfreeman.com/2014/05/day-254-letting-go-of-past-failures-and.htmlDay 255: Dealing … Continue reading Day 270: How I’ve changed since I redefined the word Daring

Day 269: Entertaining Personality – Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to design the 'entertaining' personality through, when I was younger, having realized that through stimulating someone's 'sense of humor', I can get them to connect a positive value to me and to 'like me', where within getting this feedback, I then judged myself within a … Continue reading Day 269: Entertaining Personality – Self Forgiveness

Day 268: Spontaneity: From Personality Stimulation to Self Expression – Part 2

Continuing from my last post:Day 267: What is Humor? From Personality Stimulation to Self Expression - Part 1http://www.matterfreeman.com/2014/09/day-267-what-is-humor-from-personality.html"Though, I still face moments where in social situations, I'll have a moment where I see how I can take a joke to a point where it will make the others laugh, and I'll go into that personality, … Continue reading Day 268: Spontaneity: From Personality Stimulation to Self Expression – Part 2

Day 267: What is Humor? From Personality Stimulation to Self Expression – Part 1

I was looking at how in my process, one of the Personalities I've been facing within myself is the Personality of the 'Clown', or the 'Entertainer'. I'm going to share what I've found in the nature of this 'Clown' personality, and how such a Personality is not actually a self expression, but rather a system … Continue reading Day 267: What is Humor? From Personality Stimulation to Self Expression – Part 1

Day 266: Am I Funding Suppression or Funding Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse entertainment as a way to, in a moment suppress an experience of resistanceI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in and fuel the system of stimulation within myself, as a way to suppress what I'm experiencing, to, in … Continue reading Day 266: Am I Funding Suppression or Funding Change