Category: procrastination

Day 266: Am I Funding Suppression or Funding Change

by M. FREEMAN, posted in atlanteans, changing ourselves, escapism, hiding, postponement, procrastination, repression, self freedom, suppression

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse entertainment as a way to, in a moment suppress an experience of resistanceI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in and fuel the system of stimulation within myself, as a way to suppress what I'm experiencing, to, in … Continue reading Day 266: Am I Funding Suppression or Funding Change

Day 122: Postponement Character – Reaction Dimension

by M. FREEMAN, posted in bad memory, character dimensions, deconstructing, journey to life, matti freeman, patterns, positive experience, postponement, postponing, procrastination, self judgment

Here I'm looking at the Reaction Dimension of the Postponement Character in relation to working on blogging / writing assignments.I experience a fear, which is a fear that I'm going to get stuck / not understand a point / not be able to write, and I experience an inferiority within myself toward the point of … Continue reading Day 122: Postponement Character – Reaction Dimension

Day 120: Postponement Character – Backchat Dimension Self Forgiveness

by M. FREEMAN, posted in backchat dimension, do it later, inner voice, journey to life, just one more minute, justifications, matti freeman, postponement character, procrastination, self talk

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when and as I'm faced with blogging / doing my writing assignment, and I sit down to begin and experience backchat as:there'll be time later for this / I'll watch a series and come back to this later / I'll read the news to … Continue reading Day 120: Postponement Character – Backchat Dimension Self Forgiveness

Day 118: Postponement Character – Thought Dimension Self Corrective Statements

by M. FREEMAN, posted in difficulty studying, journey to life, matti freeman, negative experience, postponement character, preferred reality, procrastination, self commitment, thought dimension, writing assignment

I see and realize I only judged writing assignments to be difficult in the past because I believed that assignments are something one is simply either able to do, or not able to do, because I didn't understand how studying / learning / completing an assignment works as the actual practical steps required in walking … Continue reading Day 118: Postponement Character – Thought Dimension Self Corrective Statements

Day 117: Postponement Character: Thought Dimension – Self Forgiveness

by M. FREEMAN, posted in character development, deconstructing, difficult experience, journey to life, matti freeman, positive thoughts, postponement, procrastination, writing assignment

The postponement character steps in whenever I'm faced with a point of writing a blog or an assignment.In deconstructing this character I'm starting with the Thought Dimension, in looking at the various pictures that switch on in my mind when faced with writing a blog / writing an assignment. It's interesting because it's literally like … Continue reading Day 117: Postponement Character: Thought Dimension – Self Forgiveness